Wednesday, February 13, 2013
So I'm having one of those days. You know, where you realize how much you haven't taken accountability for something and it sinks in that you're failing. Yep, that's the kind of day I'm having.
7 weeks ago I said I was ready again. I said I was going to re-lose all the weight I gained back. I started at 168 and said I'd be down 10 in no time. Fast forward 7 weeks to today as I hang my head in shame. I've gained two pounds, haven't been mentally "in the game", and feel like poo because of it. It was a real eye opener for me when I realized that I'm only about 10 pounds away from my pregnancy weight. Wow.
So, yes, I'm having one of those days. I don't know why I can't get it together. I don't know what it's gonna take but I need to get back into the game. I used to be so with it, was successful with weight loss, and could balance it all. I felt alive and energetic. I don't know where that inner superstar is hiding, but I have a feeling she's sleeping in a corner somehwere.
At what moment did you finally say "enough is enough!"? Any words of advice for me?