Man I have been in a funk and just kind of rolling with it. Today I decided I have to get out of it. I am choosing to be in a better, more positive mood. Someone told me recently to "fake it til you make it" so that is my plan today. So far so good. I'm hoping I can carry the good mood through to tomorrow. Valentines day and my anniversary - and they suck without my husband by my side. Hopefully we will be able to talk but its doubtful... Nothing I can do about it but it tends to make it hard to dig out of the black hole sometimes. Oh well - tomorrow isnt here yet so - On with Today!