Wednesday, February 13, 2013
I have not been treating myself very well these last couple of weeks and it's time to change that. This is embarrassing to admit but I was laid-off from my job and I will not be getting it back. I have never been unemployed before in my life and the occupation that I have been in is slowly dwindling. I am thankful that I had the job for as long as I did but I am a little worried about the future. WTH am I going to do now?
I am going to put the focus back on myself and try and figure out what I want to do with the rest of my life. I want a whole new occupation, but what? That's the kicker, I have no real idea what exactly I would like to do. I think that I will NOT find the answer in food or beverage. I need to take some time and show me some TLC. Maybe some nice long walks and runs to have some good chats with myself and my HP to find some guidance and direction towards my future.
I have to be super aware of my food and beverage intake and pay special attention to why and when I am eating. Feel the feelings not stuff them down with items barely touching my taste buds. I have to acknowledge the process that is happening and learn to go with the flow. Have faith in myself and life.
I will start the next part of my life's journey with extra special care and attention to what my thoughts, feelings and needs are. My first step is this blog and to tell you all that this is not going to be a setback for me. It will be a rocket to send me to higher places!