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Wednesday, February 13, 2013

I have been wobbling for the past 2 weeks. I know it is because of this inspection today and having a new boss for the past 2 months.
My husband, being the kind and sensetive man that he is bought me a box of 90 calorie fiber one chocolate chip brownies thinking he was doing a good thing since he knows how I am with chocolate (I eat until it's gone). Yes, that is what I have been doing for the past 3 days. A box of 21 now has 3 left.
I know I cannot have chocolate of any kind in the house. I will sneak and eat it. I know this. It was so bad when my son was younger that I would get up in the middle of the nite and eat Nestle' Quick with a spoon from the can.
I shared my issue with him last nite. I have asked him to be his loving self in non food ways. I need him to be supportive on this. He may not be on diet, and should be but I am, or rather working on a lifestyle change and I am dragging him kicking and screaming into it too.

Back to square 1 for the no sugar. I made it 3 weeks. I will make it longer this time. I may have crashed but I did not burn. Forward on.

I have a date with a horse in October!!
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    Good on you for recognizing what food is your trigger food - to keep eating and not stop. Good on you for dragging you husband into this and for talking to him on what you really need from him. Hopefully he'll hear you and continue to support you, only this time in non-food ways. Keep it up, you can do this. :)
    1832 days ago
    You have a wonderful attitude for dealing with slips - it is this kind of positiveness that will help you reach your goals.
    1832 days ago
    You're amazing, Cindy - there's so much I relate to in this blog, and your sense of humor DID manage to come through the frustration! :) I so totally get the chocolate thing...and the "creative" ways to have it! You know you don't need to worry, despite the "wobbling." Now you've blogged this, you know it's over, and you're back going in the direction you want to go.

    Your "date with a horse" goal is honestly such an inspiration to me. THANK you for sharing all this! Have a wonderful day...at the end, the inspection will be over!

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    :) Gail
    1832 days ago
    I am also a fiend for Chocolate. That is awesome that you talked with your husband about needing his support.
    1832 days ago
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