Not sure exactly why I have been a bit quirky.
I should ...



I don't know for sure how long this will last or how soon it will come again. I am actually below my goal weight. I feel kind of bad about it for some reason. I am naturally built small, small boned and have known that my body is meant to be smaller. I should naturally be able to maintain. I have always felt like others work harder than I do.

I guess I feel badly that I was not doing what I was supposed to do by logging my calories and watching more closely what I eat. It is confusing. I never really over ate or ate terribly.

I guess I am also ...



fearful in an odd sort of way. I feel like I would like to eat more and be less diligent about what I eat. Can I do that? I am not really hungry so why do I feel I want more?

Is it the ....



munching that I miss. Maybe. That is a danger zone.

AGAIN, I need to





and go with it. I need to simply stick with my routine.

And I need to allow myself to just ...



be happy.

I am ....



working hard AND smart I think and am....



making progress.

I was up at 4:45 today. I need to go into work early and did not want to oversleep. I do not use an alarm. I have Utah after all. I was dreaming about work/project management. Crazy.

I got in my 3 miles and here I am. It is 6:00 now so, breakfast time for the pups.

No word back on working from home more than just Fridays but I think I may start leaving early so I can be home before 6 and just get on-line again from home. We'll see. I left "early" yesterday and there was a less traffic and it was great to be home.

Sorry i am behind on blogs and have been in a bit of a funk.

HUGS to you.

Oh and to explain my weight comment yesterday. My man asks me how much I weigh sometimes and I NEVER tell him, not for a long time. So it just felt good to be able to say my weight. I suppose I should change my tracker and embrace the change. Maybe act as thought it is permanent and it will be?!?

For those of you who don't know me, I should add, it is not that I don't work. I get on the treadmill every morning for 2-4 miles. I am now doing my push ups every morning and something for my abs.

Also, reminder... I still need more toning. My reatr is still out of control. I was able to fit into my favorite suit nicely this morning but as I said, my rear could really use some work.

Keep on truickin' right?!?

Also, I left for the office at 6:50 and got here at 7:30. That is record time. Yes, I speed but traffic is a lot better. I guess this is an option too.

Have a great day!