Tuesday, February 12, 2013
My whole life I have been extremely top heavy..To the point where Ileterally cannot buy a bra at a walmart of even a victoria secret.. Back in 2005 I was scheduled to have a breast reduction and had it approved and covered through my insurance,unfortunately the day before my surgery I found out I was pregnant with my daughter Emily who is now almost 7. Sooo, I had to cancel the surgery. Now 7 years later I am really paying for it. Back about a year ago I had begun to have alot of lower back pain and couldn't even roll out of bed in the morning. It has slowed me down to the point that running was not even an option for me. Apparently my I have spinal Lordosis or as I call it to much pressure on my spine causing it to be compressed. SOO they put me on a pain med just so I could sleep at night and function daily..Over the past year I finally just felt like I have had enough and am scheduled for a consultation on the 19th of February to go ahead with the breast reduction..My doctore feels this would really correct alot of my back pai and at this point, I am done not being able to run because I have the back pain or because I have to hold my boobies with my arms criss crossed to keep them from blackening my eye..LOL..SOOOOO, this is my next adventure and I will let everyone know how it goes..However I do feel greatful that while I have had these problems I learned enough of eating habits and will power to not gain all my weight back..The most I have gained back so far is 10 lbs,but still have a loss of over 40lbs so I wont totally beat myself up..haha..Anyhow, I am going to stop rambling and just say..Please pray for me and wish me luck..I could use all the support I can..Thankyou fellow sparkers!!!