I shame myself on fat days...
Tuesday, February 12, 2013
Ever feel like a total fat ass? I mean really FEEL it?! Yep that has been me the past few days. Even though I run non freakin stop, I still feel huge and disgusted with my appearance.
When I feel this way I usually shame myself with wearing an article of clothing I used to look really good in.
um like these shorty short shorts I wore last year
My legs were thin and the shorts loose.
So I wore them today
And some how wearing these made me bust my rump! I ran well! I kept thinking how I looked not that long ago!
I left my self hate on the mill with a crap load of sweat
And I realized that I do still have a tricep(and an arse)
And my arms sill appear "bigger" but they too will trim down
I love all my Spark pals who always give me encouragement! I know I am not the fattest gal in the room but someday I'd like to be the fittest.