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I shame myself on fat days...

Tuesday, February 12, 2013

Ever feel like a total fat ass? I mean really FEEL it?! Yep that has been me the past few days. Even though I run non freakin stop, I still feel huge and disgusted with my appearance.
When I feel this way I usually shame myself with wearing an article of clothing I used to look really good in.
um like these shorty short shorts I wore last year

My legs were thin and the shorts loose.
So I wore them today

And some how wearing these made me bust my rump! I ran well! I kept thinking how I looked not that long ago!
I left my self hate on the mill with a crap load of sweat

And I realized that I do still have a tricep(and an arse)

And my arms sill appear "bigger" but they too will trim down

I love all my Spark pals who always give me encouragement! I know I am not the fattest gal in the room but someday I'd like to be the fittest.

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Member Comments About This Blog Post:
ALOFA0509 2/14/2013 4:30PM

    The shorts are a bit snug becuz your legs have got some serious muscle mama!!!! emoticon .. Your body is getting stronger, and your just lookin better.. You eat clean and work out like a Mutha-Fk'a!!! Hell to the Ya for the "Power Lifter's" emoticon emoticon emoticon

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ME_HERE_NOW 2/13/2013 5:10PM

    keep doin it to it girl! no matter what the scale or your brain says, you ARE moving in the right direction..

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ASHPATCH11 2/13/2013 3:24PM

    you are doing so well everyone has them fatt days dotn sweat it! you are kicking as.s and taking names and i know this from your posts!!
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SEESTARS 2/12/2013 9:42PM

    Glad you have a way to motivate your workout.

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FITFOODIE806 2/12/2013 6:27PM

    You are farther than you think from the loose shorts. Of course were our own worst critic.
I've been doing the same thing with tight jeans to remind myself not to eat so much crap! Except its backfiring bc I wear them all day and then get home and put on yoga pants bc the jeans hurt. Ha!

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TRAXINA 2/12/2013 5:14PM

    I totally wore a skirt that made me look like an overstuffed sausage last week, for the same reason!!

Ugh, the arms seem like they NEVER go away... but they will if we keep up the good fight! I have been wearing my beautiful winter coats that no longer fit a work outfit (suit jacket) underneath.

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OLIVIANIGHT 2/12/2013 3:59PM

    You still look awesome in them : )

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BEVENH 2/12/2013 2:09PM

    Don't beat yourself up over this. Be kind to yourself. What you say to yourself matters. All the best to you.

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BLUEROSE73 2/12/2013 2:05PM

    You can do this. I know you can. You did before. You will again. Keep up the hard work. You'll rock those shorts in no time

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JAYMELYNN5 2/12/2013 1:59PM

    BeaUtiful!! you look great! Your not far off your path! emoticon

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CASSCOTT70 2/12/2013 1:50PM

  You're not fat in my book, but I understand that when you feel a certain way about yourself it's hard for anybody else to convince you otherwise. Keep doing what you're doing, I think it's going to pay off big for you. By the way, if I could have your abs I don't think I would have a care in the world...seriously. emoticon

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