Tuesday, February 12, 2013
I have a good 14 minute walk to work from the Marc train everyday. This morning disgusted with myself and my choice, I gave myself a firm talking to.....
"You know better then to allow yourself to keep traveling down this road. You have control over your choices and do not have to allow yourself to keep eating like your have not type of self control. The more excuses your give yourself for not exercising, I can give you 50 thousands way that you can..... " you get the picture. So I give myself the business all the way to work. Well I have learned that once you declare something, the universe will conspire to test where you are. So I arrive at my building, swing open the door to the lobby and guess what's sitting right smack in front of me????????
Freaking donuts and coffee, DUNKIN DONUTS and DUNKIN DONUTS COFFEE!!!!
This has NEVER happened in the year that I have worked here. So the nice gentleman says, "Do you mind taking a quick survey?" I take the quick survey, gave him my information to win an ipad mini and proceed past the
!! It felt great that the universe gave me my first test IMMEDIATELY after my affirmations to get my butt in gear.
It's the baby steps that adds up to progress!! I know I can do this. I only need to lose 25- 30 lbs! People are doing this all around me, consistently. I can do it too!! It's all about how bad do I want it? When will I FINALLY make up my mind and REALLY get this done? It's been 4 years now. Does it really take 4 years to lose the same 25 - 30 lbs I wanted to lose since 2009?? Really?? Does it take this long?? The answer is in me.
I REALLY do want to do this. I am going to do it! It's time to get it done. Keep hanging in there with me SP Fam. I know it's taking me a while, but I will succeed!!!
P.S. HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my 1st born... my daughter.. my ladybug... she turned 19 today. Wow times flies. She's trying to find her way in life, I have full confidence that she will be successful in whatever she decides to do. God will see her through. Thank you God for everything.