Tuesday, February 12, 2013
This morning went a lot more easily than yesterday morning. I was able to stay more focused through most of my practice but I started to lose it toward the end. I feel better though and even though I almost convinced myself not to sit this morning, I persevered. Right now, meditation and qigong are like medicine; I don't really want to take them but after I do I feel better. Go figure, huh?
I'm slowly ticking the stressful things in my life currently off my list. I haven't been getting hours at work, but the financial aid office was able to give me a little bit more to help me cover my rent. Midterms are coming up but this week is all review. The fiance is finally committing to helping me with some wedding stuff every night so it doesn't all feel like it's on my shoulders. Got my taxes done.
I know that there are going to be more stresses down the road and I used to worry about those too. But I'm trying to just focus on what I can handle without working myself into a tizzy trying to fix things that haven't happened yet. I'm not the type to be excited about things in the future, why focus on negative things? There's no balance there.
Today feels like it's going to be a solid day. I'm going to be at school (even though we are doing anatomy.) Bleh. I'm going to be helping a friend with a resume and cover letter. And we're going to be designing our ceremony programs and sending out the second wave of invitations tonight. :)