Monday, February 11, 2013
I've been dealing with a lot , but this severe pain is really bringing me down to a level that I've never quite been before and then add in everything going on with my dad and so many other stress factors and my mind isn't in a great place.
Imagine spending your life every single day in pain and dealing with it best you can and trying not to complain to your partner and holding it in only to blog about it ( I write about it in a blog just to get it off of my chest and get it out of my system) and then the pain gets so severe, I mean I deal with pain everyday of my life but with this weather so crazy the pain is so unbearable sometimes I think why did I even wake up today only to be in more pain?
My life feels like a sick joke someone has played on me, honestly I'm not sure I can even take it anymore. I use to be so full of life and then I got bit by a tick and my whole life changed for the worse! I feel like someone took a cupie doll of me and just stuck a bunch of pins in it and just left it like that.
How can I ever be happy when I'm dealing with so much pain all the time, it's just not fair...