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Someone shut the lights off!

Monday, February 11, 2013

I am so frustrated. My exercise at the gym is crap because I without my car. I do some things at home. I feel less productive. My car should be fixed in less than two weeks now.

I am frustrated that my own mother was mean to me on my birthday. I am frustrated that she yelled because I used her car. I had permission.

I am mad at myself for being in this depressed and frustrated state. When I got to work I tried to be happy until...

I got depressed and frustrated with my job again. I love my job. I love coming to work everyday. However, knowing that within 7 months I will be out a job is what is getting to me. I finished my resume and cover letter. I have sent out 5 resumes today. Today, I found out every hour of my overtime lessens my contract. I was told it is my choice to do overtime or not to do overtime.

That is the question!

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  • v SPARTAN40
    1290 days ago
    Chin up! Cause of my own self image challenges, I don't hit gyms... so I am creative at home. Nope, got no fancy equipment here... but there are many home exercises you can do! Core = sit up, supermans, planks, side plank.... legs = lunges and squats.... tricips = kitchen chair and doing dips...

    Run with the day! Today is a good day! You have a job and being proactively looking like you are will land you another. Don't let fears of the what might be distract you! Think of 3 things you are grateful for and then look in the mirror and give yourself one honest compliment. Say it out loud. I know that sounds weirdish,.. but it does help bring you into a positive head space, even when some things aren't quite going the way you hoped to emoticon
    1290 days ago
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