Monday, February 11, 2013
Do you ever have that niggling little thought in the back of your brain - like you forgot something, or there is something you should be doing?
Well - I've had that for the past, oh.... 6 months. Except I knew good and well what that *something* is. I've just been ignoring it.
I've been eating whatever, not exercising... same old patterns, same crappy feelings afterwards. I'm sick of feeling like this, of looking like this, sick (so, so, SO sick!) of shopping in the Plus Size section... I know how good it feels to lose... to move down a size. Why do I let myself fall back into these ridiculous habits?
Whatever, I'm over it. And my chin.
You hear that chin?
So I'm trying to approach this in a healthy way, Not beating myself up for past transgressions (although it's hard), not making huge changes that are impossible for me to follow through on, drinking more water and less (make that no) soda, and planning on working some activity in every day (eek!).
Anyway, that's my update for today. Hope everyone has a great day - and wish me luck!