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So many mistakes, who is to blame??

Monday, February 11, 2013

I have made so many mistakes. First question is: Who is to blame?? Well I am, and no one is...

Actually I am to blame!

We all make mistakes, we will continue to make mistakes...

My biggest mistake was cowardice, yes cowardice!! I was tired, I thought that SHE (you know who you are, PLEASE KNOW WHO YOU ARE) wouldn't want to actually meet with ME (I am NOTHING) so I didn't tell her that I was there. I then continued on my journey (journey is still very vague due to lack of sleep, I drove from AZ to OR on about 5 hours of sleep in a very CRAPPY truck ((DON'T RENT FROM BUDGET))) and I arrived in Myrtle Point Oregon.

Reason for mentioning this??? My sister is still in SHOCK that I managed to rent a place over the phone and move in without any references ((awesome landlords))... Yes I am GOOD!!!!

Small problem was no job((Apparently I can't type on demand))!! Old job said I could come back, so that is what I am doing now.

Current plan is to pack on Tues and leave on Wed. (Garbage is picked up on Wed :) ))

Update on exercising: I am still working on upper body, but not doing great with cardio. I have gained, will log that next, and I am looking forward to new changes!!
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    Kudos to you for taking the chance! I'm just sorry it didn't work out as well as you hoped. I'm happy to help you get back on track. I'm working on that myself! It's always great to have the support. How are the pups doing?
    1851 days ago
    Well, it was worth a try and I think it was a learning experience rather than a mistake. Yes, we do all make mistakes but no BLAME necessary - it's just life happening.

    Be safe on your drive back - and good to hear from you again!!
    1857 days ago
    Congratulations for the bravery it took to try something new. This experience will hopefully give you the strength and courage to test the waters further. Live life as best as you can without blaming anyone, when you're responsible for doing your best. Something better is undoubtedly waiting for you. Hug, hug -- Evelyn
    1858 days ago

    Comment edited on: 2/12/2013 11:59:09 PM
    1859 days ago
    You already know what I think: You are awesome. Most people would sit in one place, wondering about making change, NOT try, and then regret. You took a huge step and it didn't end up the way you wanted, BUT YOU WOULD NEVER HAVE KNOWN IF YOU DIDN'T TRY. I don't think you made a mistake.
    1859 days ago
    sorry for your troubles. do try and have a good week.
    Be safe!
    1859 days ago
    WOW that's a lot to deal with. I was wondering how you were, take care on your trip back. HUGS and wish you better times ahead.
    1859 days ago
    I've missed you. Hope you are settling in. Maybe we'll get back on track together!

    1859 days ago
  • JLITT62
    Big hugs.

    I was wondering what you got up to.
    1859 days ago
    So sorry you've been going through some turbulent times hun.
    Nice to see you back and taking care of yourself emoticon
    1859 days ago
    emoticon emoticon Glad you are back, sorry you have had a rough time!
    1859 days ago
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