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Ready and Excited to Start!!!

Sunday, February 10, 2013

So I am 22 years old. I have the most precious little boy. However, I have been so down and out on myself because I am not "hot" like all my friends anymore. I have been in denial thinking that i should just accept my weight and accept my body and just be satisfied with what I have. These past few months I've really come to notice how insecure I am when I am getting dressed, and how much I try to hide away my body when another girl walks in the room. I am tired of feeling like crap. And honestly, I am tired of being lazy. These past two years I've chalked it up to the fact that my son hates the carseat and how much of a pain in the butt it is to even go to the grocery store- so we haven't done much but sit in the house. I've used it as an excuse. I want to change that. I want to quit my excuses. I would rather tire of a workout that could land me in a size down than tire after a climb up the stairs in my house. I am planning on blogging throughout my journey. I am a super organized OCD machine- so I have calendared my food plan and exercise regiment. Both of which are going to be a HUGE adjustment for me physically and mentally, but I will just need to keep in mind what I will have in the end. Sorry if my pictures aren't easy on the eyes, but that's the point of this right? To have an ugly beginning and a beautiful end. I appreciate any tips or support! But I am ready and overexcited to start the beginning of a new me! Thanks :)
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AURORAMILLET 2/11/2013 4:49PM

    You can do it!!!!

It may seem like an out of reach goal..but I have done it. I think you can too.

I weighed 145 not that long ago and I'm 5'3''. I have been able to lose 20 lbs so far on Sparkpeople!!

Keep Pushing!! emoticon

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3G1RLS4ME 2/10/2013 9:16PM

    Your body looks great not sure what your being self conscious about but you have a kid and I'm sure you'll do great in your weight loss goals

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LOVEWY 2/10/2013 9:04PM

    I just wanted to say that your body now is what I hope mine looks like. I'm 150 and have 2 kids and so much flabby skin around my tummy. I think you look awesome, you're going to do great! :) emoticon

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