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A new week..but still some old pain

Sunday, February 10, 2013

Here it is Sunday already....the time sure does fly..
Today is my day to plan my meals and my exercise.
Things have been going good, I have lost most of the extra pounds I put on over the holidays, so that has set me in a good place....I still must work at it every day...with so many parties and going out to dinners it is not always easy....

Today we are going to look at new model homes, yes we are still looking, finding a new home has not been easy and at times it takes a toll....I know I am comparing where I use to live to here and that is not a good thing...we will never find that here in our price range...Getting older and down sizing is not fun, well at least not for me....
one more pity party for me....I miss my home, my job and my friends...i must learn that I will never be there again and have to learn to accept this....life goes on with or with out us....I must choose to move with it....somedays I feel left behind....I am not much fun to live with....if I did not have spark people and my friends here it would be ugly....I now can exercise when I want to scream or abuse my body with junk food....
I am a strong tough women and I will get past this too....

have a healthy week, look forward, there is so much to see...


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-POOKIE- 2/11/2013 1:54PM

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ERIECANALGAL 2/11/2013 12:28AM

    You will find the perfect house for you. And when you do you will love it. Take your time there is no hurry.
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MICKEYH 2/10/2013 8:29PM

    We are ordinary human being and we are made to resist change or new challenge for the aria not familiar to us. And we tend to take easy step. That is normal. But you have done more then ordinary human can do. You've achieved and succeeded a great deal of weight loss and in exchange you've received healthy body and healthy life style. You've won in life big time. And I am so proud of you, not for just you've lost weight, but you are still keep on going just like a day one of when you started your health journey.

You are so right about yourself. Yes, you are strong women. I know you can over come any obstacle in your way. Just take it easy, one day at a time. Just like when you started your journey. Don't let things over whelm you or depress you. You can do it !! *\(^o^)/*

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BUSYGRANNY5 2/10/2013 6:50PM

    I'm sorry you're struggling.... change is hard.... I hope your house hunting goes better than expected!!

You look amazing and very inspiring!!!

Have a great week!!!

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SOCKITTOME 2/10/2013 3:42PM

    Change is hard and it sucks that you are having to look for a new home and all that. At least you are healthy and you have options. You're right, life does go on, with or without us, and though you're feeling bummed about the changes, you are moving on with life. That's what you do. You rock, girlfriend!

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LOLAJO54 2/10/2013 3:27PM

    Kitt it is hard finding the right new home
we looked for over a year--finally found a lot we loved and had a home built on it... we are happy.. Maybe this is what you might do... are you still looking for work?
Good luck on the house hunting and the job search...

hang tough
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LAINIESNEWLIFE 2/10/2013 2:07PM

    Good luck on finding the right house, Kitt!!!

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KATHYJO56 2/10/2013 1:24PM

    Kitt, I understand that you miss the life that you had in Colorado. You just have to allow yourself time and also maybe rethink things and look at the blessings that living close to your family here brings. My heart is with you. emoticon

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CHERYL_ANNE 2/10/2013 1:04PM

    You can do it just like all the other things you have accomplished in your life. Your new home is simply the next step and stop on your journey!

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NADINEL 2/10/2013 11:55AM

    You are an inspiration to me that I can lose my weight, too. Life changes frequently. I am thankful you have a husband who loves you through all of this. Be encouraged. You can do this! Enjoy your week!

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MTULLY 2/10/2013 11:21AM

    Congratulations on losing your holiday weight! Wish I could say the same thing... You are dealing with a lot of major changes in your life, and you are facing them head on. That definitely takes a strong person, and you have proven yourself to be just that. I am hoping that you are able to find a new home soon that brings you pleasure. There is one out there for you, I am sure. If anyone deserves that, you do!

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NASFKAB 2/10/2013 10:45AM

  we are all here for you all the best

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RAINBOWMF 2/10/2013 9:58AM

    Sandy said it all.

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Your are a strong woman and just a little humour here--
1/2 the woman you were. emoticon

Love Mary

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HIKERSAN 2/10/2013 9:14AM

    Awww Kitt,

I so FEEL for you. I just know that my time will come, to have to leave our beautiful and first home, and I am dreading it, but trying not to let it spoil the time we have left here to enjoy!

You have been through so much, it is only human to look back and long for the good ol' days! Hopefully you will be able to make some nice friends here too, and that will help. Shopping for and making huge choices about where to live or build a home is stressful. Those are major life choices, and we have to live with them. Often there are no right or wrong answers, just pros and cons of each choice. It is tough.

When two people like you and Gary have a loving relationship, the building or place is not what matters most. It is what you have with the people in your life. I know you are very aware of this, and I know you adore Gary! I am confident that whatever you chose for a home or where it might be located, pales in contrast to what you have together!

You have learned so much in your Spark Journey, and better yet, you apply all that you ahve learned! You are to be commended. not only for taking care of yourself, and getting healthy, but for being such a wonderful role model for the rest of us!

I know you will push yourself through this, and come out on the other side all that much stronger for it! That is just what you do!

You are right, your SparkFriends ARE here for you!

We are having a bright and sunny day here, after the blizzard Nemo! Time for us to dig out!
Hope your day is bright and sunny also!

Hugs,

Sandy
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