Sunday, February 10, 2013
My name is Emmeline Elizabeth Spencer and in order to escape my own prison sentence I must confront the truths so then I must expose myself. I have been a spectator on my own life for far too long. I was born Sunday on May the 22nd of 1977 inside Buckingham Palace. My father is Charles Philip Arthur George and my mother was Diana Frances Spencer. In 1981 my body guard whom brought me to the United States was James Allcock, Jr.
At age four I was raped, I nearly died. I did not recover emotionally; I was traumatized. I quit talking for a year and then in order to prevent the child molester from not going to prison I testified when twenty-six other children were too afraid to speak out. I buried anything that was special to me on a protection mode. I love my family with everything I have with all my heart.
When my mother died it was my body guard who told me. I had him rope of a lake and I stood in the center of the lake weeping so all my tears would go into the lake. I didn't want anyone to see me hurting so much. I did not attend the funeral and I have never laid my mother's favorite flowers on her head stone which are daffodils. When I was really small on my birthday every year my dad and I started a tradition of giving my mum flowers, my way of thanking her for giving me life. I miss my family and have the desire to be reunited with them. I know this message is as improper as it comes and unconventional. My biggest anxiety has always been the cameras and public. If this is what I have to do to conquer and overcome my own malignancy, than so be it.