Saturday, February 09, 2013
Well, I know I've been a part of this website for a long time, but I've been such a slacker, it's not even funny.
Yesterday I went to school (I'm a full time college student) and I felt HUGE. I even said to a girl in my class "I know I'm a big girl, but you ever have one of those days where you just feel larger than normal?" Yeah yesterday was one of those days.
I woke up this morning and went downstairs, my husband went out to McDonalds to get breakfast because we were (and I quote) "lucky enough to wake up before 10:30, so we could get breakfast sandwiches from there". I ate my two bacon egg and cheese biscuits and drank my cherry coke, and I sat in my chair in front of the television.
And felt fat.
Oh so very fat.
I was messing around online and decided to look up a gym near my house. I then decided Future Fitness wasn't good enough so I looked up LA Fitness. And went through that website for a good hour before I felt like crying. I needed to lose weight. Then I remembered SparkPeople and how horrible I was for not logging on.
I logged on and saw my weight that I logged back in July 2012. 317 pounds. So for laughs and giggles I weighed myself, to see how much of a difference there was.
As of today, Feb. 9, 2013 I weigh 341 pounds. All I want to do is cry because I gained back all that weight that I had lost a year and a half ago! So I looked at my husband who was eating Thin Mint girl scout cookies, and I told him to go weigh himself.
296 pounds. He has NEVER weighed that much before in his entire life. Now, he used to smoke, and in August of 2012 he quit. So I knew he would gain a few pounds... but his stomach got bigger, and together we have hit rock bottom. Headaches every day, feeling sluggish, not being able to walk up the stairs without being out of breath.
I think we're done. It's time to change something, and I need to do it asap.