Saturday, February 09, 2013
It's just past noon and I'm trying for another day to hold on to the terrific two's. So far so good. I only went back up about 1.5 pounds last week, but I figured that would happen as a post weight loss adjustment. I wasn't thrilled about it, but wasn't surprised or upset either.
Family has moved back in temporarily, but both of them are constantly on their tablet, phones and computers, so there's basically NO TALK in the house at all. It's like being lonely in a crowd. At least when I'm alone I can talk out loud to God or myself, or make phone calls in privacy. I never feel lonely when I'm by myself. My daughter lives on the couch and with the snow storm she's spending days and nights ten feet from me but doesn't seem to want to have conversation, and I don't text, so there you are
BUT IT HAS BEEN FUN PLAYING MOMMY AND GRANDMA and making dinners and packing lunches for my grandson. But now there's no break because they can't go out to their jobs due to the high snow fall amounts. All the roads are closed by county mandate.
The old expression comes to mind.."Gag me with a spoon," but I'm trying not to say things I shouldn't or eat snacks I shouldn't. It's a daily battle just to hold the line with all the stress, and not gag me with a spoon, or fork for that matter!
They should be going in to their new apartment in about a week so I just need to hold on a little longer, surrender to what is and be grateful for what I do have for now.
I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. And I DO
THEM with all my