Saturday, February 09, 2013
Hard week. Emotional week. Discovery week.
So Monday was the day I signed up for my 12 week body challenge. Read next entry about nerves on it.
Tuesday was the day I really regretted it and felt sad and scared then better.
Wednesday was the mortifing day where I had to go get before pictures. It was AWFUL! It felt terrible and I hated every second of it. I can't lie here where no one knows me. It felt so unnatural to pose with my gut out and all my chubbers showing! It was horrible! I never ever want to see those pictures!
Thursday I was CRUSHED because my measurements came back and they were a lot worse than they were last year in April. I was like WTH? I seriously thought I would just throw in the towel and give it all up! That was also the day I went to my new DR. Not sure if I like her but she was full of information so I thought what the heck I can give her another try. I will look at the info she's given me and see where it can take me.
Friday, I was happy to spend the day with my Husband. I met a famous baseball player and went to a conference where I talked with a lot of people I have worked with in the past and everyone is always amazed at how I look. LOTS of surprised people! That is always a compliment and being the attention freak that I am I loved it! I even liked going to the golf show with my husband. It was a good time. We went to dinner/happy hour. I wanted to make a bad choice but I made a decent choice... Then HE HELPED ME AND MADE IT BETTER! He went and caught the waitress and asked for the dressing on the side. I was so excited and happy!! He helped me make the right choice. That was a huge win for me.
Well, I got up at 4:30, took an hour to myself and looked up stuff on line, relaxed, stretched and just over all just sat. THEN my kid woke up at 5:30, I sat with her for a while then headed to the gym. I did a good little workout by strenghth training for 25 minutes, then I did 35 minutes of Cardio. AH.... What is funny is I was running late so I had to hussle home but first I had to go to the grocery store and buy Oreos. LOL My kid has a new Oreo cookbook and wants to make something yummy out of it so I said OK. (going for the good mom award)
I weighted in this moring and I was down a few pounds. Thank goodness! I was so please that I was down. You don't even know how happy and relieved I was. I have a birthday party tonight with lots of food & drinks... I don't feel to worried about over indulgence. I'm going to bring a salad, some snacks that I like and go for it. Today will be my day of honesty with my ladies! Wish me luck.
Tomorrow... Will do the same as today work out, then try try try to maintain! I just don't want to gain over this weekend!