Once again here I am dusting myself off & getting back up again!
Saturday, February 09, 2013
I guess It's true what the experts say anything other than healthy eating & excercising is a set up for continous failure! I left SP at the end of 2010 the same year I joined with the old excuses that I always have for quitting like every other program I have tried. I get excited & feel pumped in the beginning then boredom & impatience starts to kick in...Ugh story of my life! In 2011 tried a different approach & did a reboot for about 4 months & lost 30 lbs. Detoxing is short term u wouldn't believe the wrist work in it from all the chopping involved...lets just say carpal tunnel had kicked in! I felt amazing though & wished I could have continued but if I had to drink one more beet juice or chop 20 veggies & fruits one more day I was going to end up loosing my mind! So in Janurary 2012 after taking a short month off from rebooting I decided to join a weight loss program ( I don't want to mention the name but I had tried it before in the past but never made it past 3 months). I don't know what compelled me to go back! Well I lasted about 2 months on their meals so I went back to rebooting & then ended up throwing in the towel! I've had enough it was like trying to get out of a rat maze just going back & forth in circles not knowing what to do next it was so damn frustrating!! Then some personal issues arised which caused me emotional stress & depression. I used my emotional down fall as a crutch to start going down the self destruction path again. In just 5 short months I gained back those lbs I worked so hard to loose I could just kick myself!! So here I am back once again & I'm taking a different approach on my journey to weight loss!