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Bummed/Stressed Out.

Friday, February 08, 2013

Work is totally bumming me out and stressing me out and I ended up crying the last two days because of the amount of stress they are putting on me and telling me that they think I do a terrible job. Well I would like to see anyone get a whole weeks worth of stuff done in the three hours a week they schedule me to do my job!!!! They keep having me scheduled as other peoples jobs and expect me to do everything. Its just not possible. SO for the last two days it has been worse than ever I want to just walk out and say screw you I am done with this but I can't... I need money I need to work. It really angers me that I let them make me cry but I after so long you can't keep all that emotion inside of you and that is how it normally comes out for me. That I can't leave work at work when they treat me this way and I keep telling them I am doing the best I can given the time I am allowed to do the job and they yell at me either way. I don't feel like wasting my breath anymore. If things don't change soon I don't know what I am going to do. I can't keep feeling like this that is for sure. I have enough stress right now from other things in my life and I don't need work to be that way too. I feel like I am between a rock and a hard place. I am looking for work elsewhere if I have to have two part time jobs so be it I don't think I can do this much longer.

The good thing is that I get to spend some time with the bf tomorrow during the snow storm we are both off but I have to work at midnight :( so I am going to try to enjoy my time with him and not think about work (but it is really hard sometimes). Hoping everyone is having a good day and if you are on the east coast like me hope we don't get hit too bad with this snow.
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  • CUPKAKE137
    Thanks everyone. I appreciate the help and kind thoughts. Doing my best to get out of my situation.
    1838 days ago
    i tend to come home and rant about work. i try to find the stuff that makes my day fun or at least tolerable, my hubby has told at least 2 of his coworkers to get a papertrail started and contact and employment attorney.
    it is always a good idea to update your resume and keep your eyes open.
    1838 days ago
    I worked at a Resturant for 20 years as a bartender, I had a huge following. Literally everyone loved me. Well a new manager came in and fired Me in my everyone. So I found a job with a new place. Well they all hated me. They were young, me in my fifties, they sat in back and smoked dope while I worked so hard. Even the owner!One day I had chest pain and spent a week in the hospital. I was fired. I recieved unenplyment for 2 years, and learned I was a artist! I also do demos! They went out of business. I love my life, I do not care about them, you should not care about these people or what they think either! find a new place to work. find a place you like! There is no place for negitive people in our short short lives. Get out of this toxic dump.
    1839 days ago
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