Friday, February 08, 2013
Work is totally bumming me out and stressing me out and I ended up crying the last two days because of the amount of stress they are putting on me and telling me that they think I do a terrible job. Well I would like to see anyone get a whole weeks worth of stuff done in the three hours a week they schedule me to do my job!!!! They keep having me scheduled as other peoples jobs and expect me to do everything. Its just not possible. SO for the last two days it has been worse than ever I want to just walk out and say screw you I am done with this but I can't... I need money I need to work. It really angers me that I let them make me cry but I after so long you can't keep all that emotion inside of you and that is how it normally comes out for me. That I can't leave work at work when they treat me this way and I keep telling them I am doing the best I can given the time I am allowed to do the job and they yell at me either way. I don't feel like wasting my breath anymore. If things don't change soon I don't know what I am going to do. I can't keep feeling like this that is for sure. I have enough stress right now from other things in my life and I don't need work to be that way too. I feel like I am between a rock and a hard place. I am looking for work elsewhere if I have to have two part time jobs so be it I don't think I can do this much longer.
The good thing is that I get to spend some time with the bf tomorrow during the snow storm we are both off but I have to work at midnight :( so I am going to try to enjoy my time with him and not think about work (but it is really hard sometimes). Hoping everyone is having a good day and if you are on the east coast like me hope we don't get hit too bad with this snow.