Friday, February 08, 2013
So I was going to write just a moopy blog entry but then I started to play the shakira "she wolf" song and I just can't. She keeps talking about the she wolf in my closet. Alright, the current song is Adele's "When will I see you again".
Now that you could picture what is playing in my room while I write this, I feel like a large part of the reason why I can not get on track with eating healthy really just comes down to my relationship with my self. I had a dream last night where I was back in high school, and god I hated high school. It was a different school though, and I had no friends, and all I wanted for one moment is my old relationships with the few people that I used to be friends with. And then when I woke up I realized I did miss either those people, or the just friendships in general. I hate those dreams that bring the problems that I am dealing with into my dreams. I distract myself enough to not think about my lack of meaningful relationships...
So I figured that I should just blog about what I am feeling. Therapists are too expensive and just usually validate what youre saying and serve as a support but I could just blog for free.
I will try to make more of an effort to blog and work on creating new relationships in my life. I have to learn to be more social and learn to let people in.