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Lack of sleep

Friday, February 08, 2013

So this lack of sleeping is wearing me down. Sometimes I like to be up at 3am and listen to the quietness. I don't have much of that working and owning a daycare! Too bad businesses are closed or else I could get a lot done. I gained this week, I didn't try as hard as I had been and didn't do any formal exercise but I cleaned the basement on my day off. I am also washing all the daycare dishes and running around there since we are trying to save money. But my mind is really on the fact that we are meeting with Fr. to ask if we can use frozen eggs that my dr has at his office. Trying to have a family takes a tool emotionally and financially. Adoption ranges from $15,000 to $30,000. It is all too exhausting to figure out and then add not sleeping into the mix due to worrying and it doesn't make it any better. Oh well so it is my life for the moment.
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    not sleeping because of stress is not good for you and a bad habit to get into. try a relaxing meditation before bedtime and put your worries aside.
    1767 days ago
    Kathy, I am still praying for your success in having a family! emoticon
    1771 days ago
    1772 days ago
    Thanks guys!!
    1772 days ago
  • STEFF871
    I too have been lacking sleep so I decided to loin and see what is happening. Sorry to hear about all the stress you are under. My best friend and several other people have gone through infertility, and I know the stress and cost almost seems overwhelming. I wish you the best of luck. emoticon
    1772 days ago
    Kathy, I sure hope this works out for you with the frozen eggs that your doctor has. I know it has been a struggle for you and your hubby, and I sure hope this works out. I hope you will get the answer you want and be able to relax a little and get some sleep.. ......take care. Hopefully the next time you can't sleep will be when you hear the baby and it is feeding time......
    1772 days ago
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