Thursday, February 07, 2013
I am feeling a lot better today. Pain is still coming and going, but not as bad. I am actually almost happy today. It's been a very long time.
I still haven't gotten out to run, or to the gym, but I am starting to feel better.
Saturday is a weigh in day for me. I am expecting the scale to be up around 235 or 236 again. I've had so much swelling, pain, and haven't been able to workout.
I just need to focus on what I can do next. How I can move forward from here. How to get back on track with everything again. I need to move forward again. Soon.
We are finalizing plans for next weekend. Booking a night at Manitou Health spa. Going dancing at Danceland on Saturday night. Soaking in the hot mineral pools in the morning. We need to book our room, tickets, and the dogs into the kennel. Tomorrow we will be making the calls.
I was feeling better even before this was decided, or discussed today. This information was just icing on the cake. lol.
I have a very strong spiritual side. I genuinely believe thoughts and wishes for feeling better/etc really do help. I believe all the caring thoughts that have come out have played a HUGE role in my feeling better today.
The stress at work - well, it's still kind of there. I now feel like someone is listening to me. I was feeling like I can't talk to ANYONE, and now someone is finally wanting to hear what I have to say. I'll bet that's 90% of why that's not stressing me out so bad anymore. That and I am really hoping that there will be some sort of compromise in the end - when we all sit down to clear the air around this mess.
So I guess I'm just saying today is a good day, and I wanted to thank all of you who have helped me through this mess the past few weeks.