How I got this way
Thursday, February 07, 2013
I have been having a stressful childhood and there were a lot of yelling between my parents. Eventually tIhey have gotten divorced. I have never lived away from my mom except when I am in the dorm at Blind Indistries. I have graduated with a diploma, AA degress, and BS. My disabilities came because of Eastern Equine Encyphalitis as a baby. Some stuff may or may not relate to the 3 mile island incident as well. Due to the disabilities, I have been told I can't by a lot more people than those who thought I could. With all of that I have low confidince and low self-esteem. I am sure that some of the fears came from all of this. I have been struggling with how to deal with emotions and even with what the emotions are. I have been going between under eating and over eating and I am sure that at least part if not the full thing relates to my emotions. I am finanically not able to move away from my momm and both my mom and step-dad thinks that I need to be better than everyone else.