Thursday, February 07, 2013
I've been feeling a little bit better but my back is still hurting. I'll be making an appointment to see my doctor but will have to wait until at least next month for my appointment because there is always a wait list for the clinic.
I've noticed my stomach is starting to cave in... the only description I can think of. The middle of my stomach is starting to look like a runway because the sides in the middle are literally caving in and starting to look like wrinkled skin. I think that is where I am losing my weight from which is good for my health and bad for my self esteem. Having weight in the midsection is the worse place to have excess weight for health reasons. The fact my stomach is changing it makes me feel weird and a bit self conscious but I am working through it to love myself no matter what. It just took me by surprise because I wasn't expecting my stomach to do that.
I took my measurements a few days ago and since last year I've lost a few inches which is great. I just wish I was losing more inches but I'm not. It seems like losing weight is taking forever but I'm hoping with the slow weight loss it will be easier on my body an allow my body to get used to the changes it is going through.