Thursday, February 07, 2013
Dealing with financial stress and the stress of work plus today would of been my moms 75th birthday and it's also my loves birthday too. I'm trying to stay positive and upbeat so I don't damper his 58th birthday but I know he understands how much I miss my mom. My mom passed in 2008, 9 months after my eldest sister passed. I miss them both very much and unfortunately I still struggle with feeding my emotions. Lately I have a great week with working out and watching my cals, then I fall backwards and I can't get motivated to exercise and I slip up a few times with the food which makes me feel horrible. I believe the winter blues also don't help me either. I love being outside and feeling the warm sun on my face. On a positive note, I'M NOT GIVING UP. I tell myself that it's a new day and don't reflect on the past....JUST KEEP MOVING FORWARD. I just need your prayers and support while I struggle with this journey of losing this weight and dealing with everyday stresses at the same time.