Thursday, February 07, 2013
You know that expression "Today will be the first day of the rest of your life" ? I feel like that today. I looked in the mirror and thought, how did 30lbs 'magically' get here without my noticing. I'm not getting any younger and with my quarter of a century birthday around the corner really it was now or never.
I'm a little scared and nervous that I won't succeed. A couple of years ago I did manage to drop a lot of weight with the help of Herbal Magic, but clearly wasn't successful at keeping it off. I want something that I will be able to sustain and take with me for the rest of my life. Plus, I don't have the money to pay for all those pills again, and clearly don't have the money for any of the other quick-fix solutions out there right now.
I'm just me, and want to find the better part of me.
I hope that once I learn to love myself, I will hopefully learn to let someone else also love me.
Here's to the beginning of the rest of my life.