Wednesday, February 06, 2013
So went to the doctors today for my yearly exam. They found a lump in my breast today. Havent gone to the lab yet to get my ultrasound yet. will be going tomorrow after my morning classes. Not sure what to think right now. Just hoping its nothing bad. They said it could be a cyst. so given the news from today I didnt make a great choice for dinner. Im sure im under my calories but not healthy. Im just not feeling up to doing anything today. The more i sit here and think about it the more I am getting worried.
On top of that my son was removed from school yesterday. long story short ADHD and some other things. They took him off his meds this week and the school was only able to handle him for 1 hour before we had to go get him. So now he cant go back until probably march they want him on meds that work for him. So for now he gets a tutor. Not exactly the best week.
I just want to break down and cry because of everything. I wish i was able to deal with all of this without breaking down. But everything is building up. Im the only one in my house that does anything because of medical conditions of the others. And that includes outside work like snow removal and since i live in the snowbelt of NY there is alot of snow removal. I really do not need any medical problems because my life is non stop. I do not have time for it. I also go to school full time. I do not have a job right now luckily. I just needed a place to vent my frustrations and worries.
UPDATE: Had my ultrasound done and they said i am fine and that it was just breast tissue. Quite a relief!