Wednesday, February 06, 2013
I have finally figured out how to use my why to feel absolutely super about this journey. I have been on track with my diet for almost a month and I am into week 3 of Body revolution. I feel better and slimmer but I was terrified to get on the scale. The scale has been my downfall many times. I get moving and seem to be doing well and I get on the scale and don't see a change. Feelings of disappointment and hopelessness take me under and I quit.
Today I stand in my bathroom staring at the hated scale. I desperately want to know but I also don't want to need to know. Why can't I use my NSV and be happy about it? What is it about this number???
I got on the darn scale. DOWN 9 lbs!! back into onederland! There take that scale! I put it away so I can't see it and I am going to move forward reveling in my small NSV but oh boy do I feel amazing to see such a positive move.