Wednesday, February 06, 2013
I'm scared. My stomach has been in pain since last Friday afternoon. It actually kept me off my feet all weekend. I tried to go to the grocery store with Hubby on Sunday. Within 5min I wanted to go back home. I was shaking and sweating. Just overall weak. And hurting.
I've been at work all week. Monday was rough, but by the evening, I was starting to have some pain freedom.
Over the past two days, I still get some twinges.
Usually, I have one day, or one night that is painful. Then the next day the pain breaks and I have twinges for a few days at most.
Something is wrong. It's different this time. And I'm scared. My doctors are all back in Calgary. I'm working an hour away from the nearest hospital, and can't just go in for a quick check. I'd need to take a day off work. There are issues around that too.
Speaking of work, I just got an email from the HR representative. They have decided to ask me if it's okay to escallate my concerns regarding pay, and the fact I feel like I'm being ripped off hours wise out here. I told them it's okay to go ahead. The stess of it all has made me physically sick, and I just want it resolved.
I'm scared I just got myself fired too. But at this point, I'll walk away knowing I did what was right. They are short changing me, and I need to stand up and speak out. Period. I have discussed with Hubby that I may loose my job over this. He agrees with me. Stand up and do what's right. Make them do what's right.
Needless to say, I'm shaking like a leaf right now. And on the verge of throwing up.