I spent this past weekend with my love. It was wonderful, but i kind of slacked with my SP. I thought it was ok, but i was wrong, i put on some weight, though I'm not going to track my weight everyday.

He and i got into an argument today. We are each at different points in our lives. I get emotional and begin to only think of myself and when I realize what I've done, it's too late and I've hurt his feelings :(

Today I set myself a new goal. I have new motivation. I am going to be patient with him and myself. I know that i must be healthy and have a healthy weight before we can begin to think about having a baby. My age scares me, I fear i won't be able to conceive once the time comes. But i will keep faith. My mind is now set.

Thank you Tim for sticking with me.