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Finding My Place Again

Wednesday, February 06, 2013

This has been the story of my life the last few months. I can't believe that I've gained back 16 lbs since October. What a freakin' waste of time! Now I have to go and lose this weight a SECOND TIME, so that I can get back to where I was and try to move forward.

I'm so pissed at myself.

I've been exercising pretty regularly for the past month and I feel good about that. Despite all that effort, my diet has been RUINING it. I manage to eat good most of the day, then I come home and I sabotage myself by making cookies or cheesecake or brownies or something awful and then eating it EVERY SINGLE NIGHT. I'm a wreck lately, when it comes to food. I am trying to get my head straight about it, but all my resolve and motivation just goes right out the window at the certain point in the day and I just don't CARE.

I hope I can get back to the balance that I maintained for so long and figure out how to find the good place I was in.
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  • JENNIMC613
    Don't worry. You'll figure it out.

    My diet is always full of all the right things, in all the wrong quanitites. I'm living proof you can get and stay fat on the healthiest foods.

    However, if it's cake doing you in, I found a fix for that. I've been buying the wwatchers coffee cakes and the double chocolate muffins. They kill the cravings and the fiber in them is pretty impressive for a cake!

    You have come so far. Too far to give all that up over a lousy 16 lbs ( up to 6 of that is probably water, too, I might add. Especially if you haven't been watching your diet so much.)

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    1866 days ago
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