Wednesday, February 06, 2013
Today was just plain horrible. I asked my husband to run to the store for me because it was way too cold to take the baby out and God forbid he sat with her alone. Anywho, all I asked for was chicken cutlets, eggs, and a bagged salad. What he came home with was eggs, chicken breast (which was fine... I can work with that), bagged salad, and 2 packs of cookies. I nearly cried. I asked him why would he bring something like that in the house. Especially knowing that I am trying to loose the baby weight. He turned the whole thing around and said that I would have been made at him if he didn't bring any cookies home. I mean really. I just don't get it. I have this feeling like he wants me to fail. I just is driving me crazy. I have to get blood work and a chest xray to be cleared by the doctor to join the gym. I don't drive so I need him to take me to get all this running around done. Do you think that he has taken me? Nope! He changed his hours to spend more time with me and his daughter and yet on his days off he is playing video games. I just don't know what to do with him.
The to top it all off because I was mad and hurt what did I do. Sat on the couch and read my book and ate more then half a pack of cookies. I just can't be trusted.
I have to look at it this way. I can't beat myself up. Tomorrow is a new day. I have to remind myself that. Today is over and it's ok to start fresh tomorrow. I'm also going to try to work out earlier in the morning (praying my daughter takes her nap). Let's see what happens. Remember tomorrow is a new day!
P.S. I think I'm going to make my husband buy me the FitBit One since he ticked me off. What do you think? Too much??
Good Night All!!!