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Epic fail

Tuesday, February 05, 2013

Today was an epic fail! Awful!! Lots of stress at work, 2 panic attacks from miscarriage related emotions, lied to by an employee, and on and on. And how did I deal with it? Crying, anxiety attacks and self soothing with food. Do I feel better because I ate? Of course not! Now I have guilt on top of everything else. Ugh. Glad today is over. Starting again in the morning.
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SLSALKIL 2/6/2013 11:13AM

    Thank you so much for the support! Some days I am sailing along feeling good about life and then something hits me and puts me back to the same horrible feelings I was having when I had the miscarriage almost 5 months ago. I keep thinking how far along I would be and what I would be doing, planning, etc. It is so hard to move on. And food is always my comfort, which I am trying to work on. Thank you again for listening and not berating me for my pity party! I love my SparkFriends!!!

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MANDIETERRIER1 2/6/2013 9:45AM

    Sending you hugs.

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GLITTERFAIRY77 2/6/2013 8:36AM

  *big fluffy hugs* Honey, I am so sorry. Having been through two miscarriages myself, I do identify with you and totally empathize. It is okay to grieve, and no one expects you to be perfect. The important thing is that you do your best. Progress-not perfection.

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AMELIA_ 2/5/2013 11:42PM

    Yes, tomorrow is a new opportunity. Hope you can have a good night rest.

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UMBILICAL 2/5/2013 11:33PM

  Never give up

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