Off the Rails
Tuesday, February 05, 2013
Here I am with just a few days until I can eat "real" food again, and I went a little crazy today!
Figured it was safe to go over to the house because I had just eaten. Figured wrong! Things just kept calling to me--like that container with 4 different kinds of dip I got at Earth Fare for the family during the Super Bowl. And the tortilla chips. And a little ice cream. And a piece (make that 2) of candy. Vanilla buttercreams, to be exact. Now, this normally would not be enough to actually put weight on me, but it's different when you're on the hCG protocol. Tomorrow should be interesting on the scale. I'm very, very afraid. It's looking like I'll run out of hCG tomorrow, so I'll be stuck with whatever last dose weight I end up with. Maybe it's good if it's a little higher...? Not so much to maintain? My body has just had it. Enough, already! I need FAT! I can do without very many carbs. Ah well, what's done is done. Onward and upward. Oh, and I just bought a coupon for Glamor Shots. Don't think I'll do the "boudoir" one, but it says I can get a regular portrait, too. This should be interesting...