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Off the Rails

Tuesday, February 05, 2013

Here I am with just a few days until I can eat "real" food again, and I went a little crazy today!
Figured it was safe to go over to the house because I had just eaten. Figured wrong! Things just kept calling to me--like that container with 4 different kinds of dip I got at Earth Fare for the family during the Super Bowl. And the tortilla chips. And a little ice cream. And a piece (make that 2) of candy. Vanilla buttercreams, to be exact. Now, this normally would not be enough to actually put weight on me, but it's different when you're on the hCG protocol. Tomorrow should be interesting on the scale. I'm very, very afraid. It's looking like I'll run out of hCG tomorrow, so I'll be stuck with whatever last dose weight I end up with. Maybe it's good if it's a little higher...? Not so much to maintain? My body has just had it. Enough, already! I need FAT! I can do without very many carbs. Ah well, what's done is done. Onward and upward. Oh, and I just bought a coupon for Glamor Shots. Don't think I'll do the "boudoir" one, but it says I can get a regular portrait, too. This should be interesting...
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    Hang in there! You can do it. Deprivation is not great and if you need to let loose, your body might need it. All will be well!
    1838 days ago
    Hang in there, almost done. Try bulletproof coffee right away to get that fat in. I am missing that right about now and I actually like it better than with heavy cream in it.

    Oh, I got a "boudoir" package from groupon too to use when I am done with this round but I will actually be getting the "boudoir" pictures for the hubby and for me. I am hoping to be at the end of this journey by then and it will be almost time for the big 40 birthday so I think it is perfect timing.

    I am sure that you will have a blast at Glamour shots and can't wait to see them and see how it make you feel.
    1839 days ago
    Well, good luck!
    1839 days ago
    You were almost done anyway so maybe you won't have much damage. I agree. You do need a break from this. You have done a great job and hopefully you can maintain and enjoy some food again.
    1839 days ago
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