Tuesday, February 05, 2013
May the Lord watch between you and mewhen we are absent one from the other
This is my prayer whele Ed and I are absent from each other, he in the better place we call Heaven and me here on Terra Firma. I don't know how long we will be apart but I know it won't be the 50 plus years that we knew each other. It will also be very sad years whether they are few or many.
I can't imagine again having the fun, the laughter, the joy, the love, and the support again that Ed and I had. I can't imagine laughing as hard now as I laughed with him. Maybe, one day but I can't imagine and I pray the Genesis prayer until we are together in eternity.
I do know that there will be days without tearx. I had one yesterday, I think the first in four months but I did not cry. Today, the 4 month anniversary of Ed's death, I have cried enough for both days. The tears just show up and the lump in my throat gets larger and larger and my muscles hurt from crying but I did have one day without tears and for that I am Thankful.