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Genesis 31:49

Tuesday, February 05, 2013

May the Lord watch between you and mewhen we are absent one from the other

This is my prayer whele Ed and I are absent from each other, he in the better place we call Heaven and me here on Terra Firma. I don't know how long we will be apart but I know it won't be the 50 plus years that we knew each other. It will also be very sad years whether they are few or many.

I can't imagine again having the fun, the laughter, the joy, the love, and the support again that Ed and I had. I can't imagine laughing as hard now as I laughed with him. Maybe, one day but I can't imagine and I pray the Genesis prayer until we are together in eternity.

I do know that there will be days without tearx. I had one yesterday, I think the first in four months but I did not cry. Today, the 4 month anniversary of Ed's death, I have cried enough for both days. The tears just show up and the lump in my throat gets larger and larger and my muscles hurt from crying but I did have one day without tears and for that I am Thankful.
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  • JO88BAKO
    Just wanted to stop by and see how you are doing. I'm sure this is a tough day for you. The good news is, you know where Ed is, you don't have to guess. You know that you will be together again. That is fact. Believe it or not, the day will come when you will laugh without thinking and not feeling guilty. How long will it be? I don't know. One day at a time. There were times for me when it was down to minute to minute. I pray you will get a good nights sleep. Hugs
    1865 days ago
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