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Tuesday, February 05, 2013

Definately feeling like crap... again! I cannot wait for this phase to end! Going for an ultrasound today to see if this baby will be a Leo like mama or a Virgo... I dont much care, I just want to know how much longer until Im out of the first trimester and can get some energy back! It is always worse when I am tired... I feel like my stomach is in my throat and I could yak at any given time. I honestly have wanted to just lay on the floor at work and cry, thats how tired I have been. And then I get home and its all I can do to make supper and do a quick tidy before I need to lay on the couch for the rest of the evening. And then the guilt settles in... sigh... Last night my fiance had energy I swear he stole from a 5 year old and wanted me to hang out with him in the garage while he reorganized it... Ummm it was 8pm! LOL I obliged, and made it about 30 minutes before bedtime was calling. I think he was a little heartbroken. Hard when they have no way of knowing what this crap feels like. He wasnt rude, even came up to check on me and kissed my forehead, but felt horrible for not sticking it out and spending another 30 minutes or so with him. Sooooo cant wait for these weeks to end so that I can get back to my normal...

Happy Tuesday friends!
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    So sorry! :/ I remember that feeling all too well . . . Including my husband not understanding . . . ;) Glad everything is looking well with baby, though! :)
    1867 days ago
    Thanks friends... Well it looks like Im not as far along as the dr thought I was... 8 weeks today... sigh! LOL BUT... baby is doing awesome and has a very strong heartbeat! I will just have to find a way to get past this first part of feeling gross! I made it through the whole work day yesterday (even had energy to curl my hair!) Got supper made and the house cleaned, but then I was wiped! Bed at 9 with a grouchy spouse who just wanted to hang out with me... If he didnt think the entire garage needed to be cleaned out by the weekend, he could have gotten a good 2 hours of snuggle time in! LOL I want his energy!!!!

    Not sure how i will fair today... its only 7am and i am contemplating taking a day off work :(
    1872 days ago
    I hope your ultrasound went well today! Morning sickness stinks! I survived that stage on a combo of regular Unisom and vitamin B6 that my doctor recommended. People have mixed opinions about it, but it worked wonders! Hope you get your energy back soon!
    1873 days ago
    Ohhh, I do feel for you - my first trimester was full of nausea too (I only yakked once!) and it is so debilitating - the 2nd trimester was great though so I hope yours is too
    1873 days ago
    Stay motivated!
    1873 days ago
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