Tuesday, February 05, 2013
Yesterday - I was feeling low because a friend I had hoped to meet up with decided it was best we didn't meet after all... We like each other, and have been texting/messaging almost daily for a couple of months, we've seen each other 4 times, but something he said to me made me realize that I need to pull back too.
While he did want to continue chatting - but didn't want to see me - I explained that given his thoughts on the matter, I thought it best that I myself take a step back. He's a great person and someone I had hoped would want more, but the timing is off and it may never be right and I have to accept that.
It's just another reason why getting away and disconnecting will be good for me. I know some people will miss me more - like my daughters, and you my SP friends... and work too I imagine... but I also know this time away is just what the doctor ordered.
Thank you all for your good wishes - I bet you guys are anxious for me to be away so I can stop talking about it.
And so 3 more sleeps... my suitcase is out and I am slowly putting things into it. Washing up the summer clothes to freshen it up. Checking my list to make sure all is taken care of before I go.
I'm very grateful for this focus to take my mind off things ... Life is Good!