Tuesday, February 05, 2013
Done deal...Signed Sealed and almost delivered.
I showed up early to my trainer & got measured. Wednesday I go in for my pictures. Now I've done these before and it's not fun but it's a necessary evil. Ack!
I confided in my husband and sister that I joined this crazy challenge. My husband was very intrigued that I was willing to do this. He knows how I don't do well at these things but he seems very supportive. My trainer was THRILLED I decided to commit. Tomorrow is day one! I am hoping for a good nights sleep so I can carry on without only thinking about the challenge. I am hoping to be able to think about other things but I don't think I'll be able to!
12 weeks.... I want to lose 25 pounds. Hmmmm At my goal by the end? Very scary! Maybe I should concentrate on the first pound. This is the first time in 3 years it's about the number, and the number going down!
I am going to devise my plan on this venture tomorrow. Desperate times means desperate measures. Tomorrow I'll be clear headed and have my goals worked on, I am thinking a daily/weekly goal sheet would be good. Hmmm Maybe I'll list the daily goals here. What better place for support right?
So now let me quick clarify why I didn't tell people really that I'm joining this challenge. Mainly because I don't want people to feel as though they should or have to join because I did. I have thrown out the information to people. If they want to join they have to join on their own merit not because I did, I know what they would think "If Lynn can do this I can do this because she sucks at these things." Well watch out, I'm up for a new challenge and chapter in my life. Bring on the Demons that keep me from succeeding. I want to burry them once and for all. It's not that I think I can or would win but it is that I think I can finally hit my final goal within this time. THAT is my main concern. I want the BIG picture end of the road goal!