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A hard weekend over and done with for now

Monday, February 04, 2013

Sunday was a rather hard day for me. I didn't overeat at all and I tracked my food but it was hard anyways. February 3rd was the day of my son's birth and since he died I find his birthday the hardest next to the day that he was killed. I didn't let my mood affect my food intake and for that i am proud. My son would also be very proud of me because I am finally looking after myself instead of always looking after everyone else first. I do this in part in remembrance of him but I also do it for me. My grandchildren need their grandma around to help with keeping his memory alive for them.

So I have to say bye bye bad Sunday and here's to one more day on the road to my goal. WOOOHOOOO!
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  • BOGUSANNIE
    ahhhh sweety...big hugs...no mother should outlive their children...

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    1404 days ago
  • MAKINGHERPROUD
    I'm sorry for your loss.
    1404 days ago
  • SMCDONALD624
    Aww I am so sorry for your loss .. I lost my son .. he was only 3 days old .. however I still know the pain of a mom missing her son ... I don't want to depress you more .. all I know is that those of us who outlive our children have been through the worst a mother can endure ... Thank you for choosing to take care of yourself ... When I was pregnant with my daughter .. I ate my way up 100 lbs out of fear that she might not make it either ... I know how emotional eating can get you!

    All I can say is thank you for sharing your sadness .. and I look forward to hearing about your happier days emoticon emoticon
    1404 days ago
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