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2 years ago ME vs Present ME

Monday, February 04, 2013

This is my biggest loser team from my gym! We were strong and unstoppable! I worked so hard to take off the weight! When I was on this team, I felt like nothing could stop me, I ran most of my 5K this year! What a blast and great accomplishments. This was the year I quit smoking, I ran better then every, I felt better then ever.

So WHY did I stop? That is the question, that is the mystery that everyone asks, when this happens. Why if something feels so amazing, why would you go back to laziness, and bow down to junk food? Why would you go back to smoking?

I now am on a new Journey with my vertical biggest loser team (Navy Ninjas), again I feel strong, unstoppable and wanted as a team mate. Through this journey I will reflect on my whys, my how comes, and your not good enoughs, then I will blog again at the end of BLC and have answers.
I will work hard towards my goal of 52lb in 52 weeks, but I will also work on the internal me this time around, to fix the broken me, from the inside out.

Member Comments About This Blog Post:
GREENKATS 2/10/2013 9:13PM

    You can do it Ninja Sister! emoticon

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_BACK2BASICS_ 2/9/2013 9:33AM

    You are right about all of us going through it. I have a couple of times. This is a great blog as so many of us can relate to it. I have struggled with the all or none mentality, which sometimes leads to an incredible downward spiral, from which I perceive as too overwhelming to recover. It is at that point I need to look at how far I have come, what I am capable of doing, and if necessary, emoticon and do an about face.
Our journey is not easy, but it is also not impossible. We can do this, together!!! emoticon

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FREELADY 2/7/2013 6:46AM

    Great blog!

I have the same question about myself. We have a safe place to figure it out.

Your background is delightful!

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GRACIEC 2/7/2013 12:38AM

    And you are strong and unstoppable again! We'll work at staying that way together!

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XXMILAXX 2/5/2013 2:34AM

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SUSUSUZZZIE 2/4/2013 9:26PM

All the best to you on your 52 in 52!

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HIKER-SQUIRREL 2/4/2013 6:09PM

    I'm so glad to see you back at it. You can do anything you set your mind to. emoticon

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1DERLANDBOUND 2/4/2013 5:44PM

    I know you can do it. It will be an everyday challenge but I know you are up to it.

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    I know you can do it!

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LALMEIDA 2/4/2013 5:04PM

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