Monday, February 04, 2013
Yes. I blew it. I even looked my husband in the eye and ate it anyway.
I binged horribly yesterday at the Super Bowl party. I ate five pieces of pizza and I lost count of the chicken wontons Nikki brought. I ate WAY more calories than I needed and felt sick afterwards.
I know I blew it.
But I will be okay.
Today, in spite of my hunger, I did not buy anything but the salad I walked into Kroger for. I have dinner planned for tonight (in my head) and I know I can hold myself to a good diet this week. I can do this.
I was really discouraged last week because I only got to the gym once. Classwork is really kicking my butt with all the reading, so it's much harder to find the time to go. I know I'll find the time and that this semester will balance out eventually, but right now, it's really hard and very discouraging to keep my weight even without losing. I know I'm better off staying at 166 than mushrooming upwards, but I was really hoping to catch Ian up this week (he's usually somewhere around 164).
But this is a new week and I haven't ruined myself by eating too much. I just messed up and I'm putting it behind me.
And damn, but that romaine tasted good. :D