Monday, February 04, 2013
The house stuff has gotten messed up and we won't be moving till next month, only after killing myself to pack up most of the house last week. I was stressed and mostly angry,so I spent the weekend doing what I do best when I'm either of those two things, eat.
Haven't had time to go to the gym and I refuse to get on the scale. I'm worried I just undid 2 months of the gym. Ugh. Probably not, but you know how it is.
I'm struggling not to give up in all honesty. It's very hard. I haven't felt this way at all since I started going. Basically, I know I need to go back to the gym and get over myself, but I'm having a hard time fighting against this whole "why bother?" Feeling I have lately.
This is our mostly, no spend month. Found out the gym is taking out a ton of money every month, I need to go in and find out why. It should be like $30/month and its more like $40 I'm going tomorrow to find out why, and probably go on the treadmill.
I don't know what I'm asking for, maybe nothing. Just needed to get this out.