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So here I

Sunday, February 03, 2013

So I am currently 270 lbs and 5'7. I cook for a living. Currently not exercising at all what so ever. I've been somewhat following sparkpeople for a month and have lost 7lbs and im ok with that. On other plans I have lost 12lb in the first week and others 20 lbs in the first month. I have spent alot of time over this last month trying to inform myself and finding out what is truely "Good" for me. My husband gets irritated because I spend so much time on the computer logging my food and researching trying to clear out all the bad information. He's not so supportive, but this time he's been a little more willing to work with me. I'm tired of reading that I have been traumatized as a child or i dont belive in god enough or i have to forgive someone. It annoys me. I'm tired of dressing to what fits and not what's me. I want to wear my husbands jeans. I want to jump in to his arms and not be concerned of a major injury. And for once I want to just do it for myself I have set a goal of 200lbs like every other time I have started. The closest I have ever gotten was 225lbs. So here I am !!
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  • NIKO27
    1873 days ago
  • MISSYMOM1002
    a few lbs here and there is a step though in the right direction. emoticon
    1873 days ago
    Welcome! I am close to your weight :) I too am sick of dressing into what fits and not what feels or looks good. I hate pulling up to plus size stores to go shopping in or plus size sections. Good luck on your journey! You can do it!
    1873 days ago
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