Sunday, February 03, 2013
Not sure what I'm posting for .... nothing really important.
I'm just feel rather old right now and sorta out of sorts. I am worried about 2 of my sons, one needs surgery and no insurance, the other is under employed and I'm sending him food, as he "makes to MUCH money" to qualify for assistance! Only in America can you be trying to do the right thing and no one can help when you need a hand... my mom's health is rather steady... but she will be 80 this year...I already help her with things, so she won't have to. My knees are giving me trouble, and my job is mind numbing....I so want to retire!.....I'm pushing 60 and rather feeling it lately.....got a lot on my plate that is running through my mind......PLUS it is winter and cold outside and I just want to be in my garden.
I feel like I'm stuck in a rut and not very motivated at the moment. I know things will change they always do.... just right now there is not a lot to .... get me excited.
Don't worry to much folks, just me feeling old and not happy about it... I do think winter and the dreary days do not help much .... at least the sun is shinning today... That helps me remember spring is not far behind.
Thank you to all my Spark friends for brightening my day, making me smile, motivating me, making me cry AND laugh!
Chin up and thank God that I get to see another of His beautiful days....even if it is SNOW!