Sunday, February 03, 2013
I am not control of things in my life. My husband needs help so that must come first. I want to keep strong and healthy. I do not want to take risks of driving on icy roads or rush to make an appointment.
Hence I try to get to a destination in reasonable time. I know that early morning appointments cause inconvenience for my husband. I try to schedule my activities from 12 noon to 3 pm or from 5:30 pm to 7 pm.
Today I wanted to get to church. Bob was not himself after dialysis. I had to shovel snow. I did not get to church. I read my scriptures and prayed. I already read the sermon seeds from the UCC website. I then meditated on the scripture to relax. I missed the sense of community and my church family.
Tomorrow is the Baxter Delivery of 32 cases of dialysis supplies. I must have the walks clear for the driver. There is a prediction of a clipper coming through. More arm exercise with sweeping or shoveling.