Saturday, February 02, 2013
So.. I'm pretty down right now.
The last few day I have felt a little click in my one knee when I walked so I haven't been running or doing much of anything on my legs. There was never any pain, but I wanted to be safe. I woke up today and it wasn't clicking so I thought I would do some exercise on my elliptical as there isnt much stress on joints but still a good work out. Well, 3 minutes in to my light warm-up I knew something wasn't right, so I called it quits. I felt a weird burning sensation but no real pain. The click is back, and gradually though the day, pain has been building. I am going to head to the walk-in tomorrow to get it checked out STAT.. but I can't help but get down on myself.
If I didn't let myself get so fat, this would probably not be happening. I'm 28 and having issues with my knees and I'm NOT an athlete. It is just sad really..
I am so scared it is going to be something preventing me from my running and I'll lose this huge passion I have to succeed. And we all know that something like this is a sure downwards spiral to a whole bunch of bad habits returning.
I need to stay strong, but I also need this to be something very very minor.
Wish me luck....