Saturday, February 02, 2013
So today was bad...bad on calories, 873 over!! Bad on being made fun of in a restaurant...mean people are just mean! And bad for getting on to myself for being so "fat" yes I used the "f" (not the cuss word though) word today. Ugh...but here's a good day out of an ugly day....I have the kick in the butt to turn things around....I don't want to be made fun of anymore by things I can control! I will not let somebody else put me down because of something that I caused or seemed to cause! I will take control of my life and have the confidence in my own actions so if anybody were to put me down I know I am better then their laughter and jokes! I will make better choices to rise above stereo types and put downs! I am better then that! I know I am a child of God and I am special and I should live in a way that reflects it! Running to food is not living a life of a princess! I am one because my father is a king...he's the Lord of all! I should act like it! I just recently got done with a devotional I wrote about that we are the "sparkle" in God's eyes and beautiful because we are children of God a royal priesthood! Well I better act like it and eating too much and living a life of "shame" doesn't cut it! Mean people will always be around and I'll probably be made fun of even when I'm thinner but I will know that I have done all required of me to live a life pleasing to God and that's all that matters!! Right now is a new moment and I will choose a life of a princess not of a popper! What will you choose?