I have been thinking about this for a while. I look at the women I work with, some are tall, some are short some are heavy and some aren't. I love them all, I don't judge them on how they look, I don't criticise them on being overweight. I enjoy each and everyone for who they are. Why do I criticise myself so harshly. I think people look at me and say; "wow you are way overweight." I am never in front of the camera. I am always hiding.